Homebound

by Just Waiting

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First self-recorded album side-project (recorded by Ryan Goode) by Just Waiting.
More than a half-year in the making, Homebound Part 1 (6 of 10 tracks).

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released June 2, 2014

Ryan Goode, Johnnathan Valverde, Bobby Pierdinock,

Mike Ruszala (Album cover photo)

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Track Name: Make It Right
Through all of my conscious endeavors
I realized we were meant to be together
But you told me that you needed time
But I can't wait or live forever

Just to be with you puts a smile on my face every night and day
I never realized what I've lost 'til reality fell my way
It's too good to be true
'Cause I think I'm in love
I think I'm in love with you

I've been trying to see through all of your flaws
Even though everyone said it was wrong
Now I sit here, mad at myself
I'm only afraid that you'll find somebody else

Just to be with you puts a smile on my face every night and day
I never realized what I've lost 'til reality fell my way
It's too good to be true
I guess I'm just a fool
Just a fool in love with you

Let's start over again
Whoa-oh
Let's start over again
(Whoa-oh)

Let's start over again (x3)
(Whoa-oh)
Let's start over again...

Let's start over again
Whoa-oh

And I don't regret one single moment that we've made
But unlike last time, I'll do what ever it takes whoa-oh
'Cause you know that it's all true
And not one night goes by
When I don't think about you

(Let's start over again)
And I will make it right-
Track Name: Memories
Everyday I wake up 'cause I'm in pain
I try to forget but it stays
The past of good times and fun
Betrayed, for no reason
And I just want you to see how
You're only memories now

There's nothing I can do now
Decisions have been made
Wish it didn't have to be this way
But what can I do?
I tried to convince you

We suffered through a lot and fought together
Trusted one another and believed
But the trust has been lost between you and me
And with our beliefs

(What have I got myself into?)

Maybe just maybe when the years pass
And our paths cross right where we left off
But I still have my doubts
You're only memories now

There's nothing I can do now
Decisions have been made
(Is this what you wanted?)
Wish it didn't have to be this way
But what can I do?
I tried to convince you

We suffered through a lot and fought together
Trusted one another and believed
But the trust has been lost between you and me
And with our beliefs
(I don't need your apathy)

I know that I'm far from perfect
But I can just reflect back
And know I wasn't wrong

Finally I can sleep
I know who I am
The one who was broken
And had their heart stolen
Trying to make it right once again
Before right now you're still just memories-
(You're still just memories to me)
Track Name: I'll Never Know
It's the worst feeling ever felt
Feels like I have lost myself
Now I won't fall for somebody else

I can't get shit through my head
I can't forget what you said
And even so, it's like you don't even know

How do you make it look so easy?
I tried my best only just to please me
I have been through so many things
Like a bird without its wings
All I can do is stand here and sing:

Whoa-oh-oh
Why do all the good things have to go?
Whoa-oh-oh
I guess I'll never know

I guess I'll never know

Look, I know things don't go as planned
But I always try the best can
Love is something we don't comprehend

Broken hearts don't seem to pass me by
They've become a part of my daily life
Countless times I've tried to make things right

Why did you decide to leave me?
I just wanted us to be happy
I know that it doesn't take a genius
To realize that everything happens for a reason

Whoa-oh-oh
Why do all the good things have to go?
Whoa-oh-oh

I guess it's for the best

Broken hearts don't seem to pass me by
I had my chance now I pay the price
I have never felt so alone
I guess I'll never know

I guess I'll never know
Track Name: Better Life
Is this the part where I'll admit
That I make mistakes and it's becoming a bad habit?
Hey, so there you have it
It's how I've always felt
'Cause I'd rather loathe my true self
Than be like everyone else

It feels like it's always winter
'Cause the days are oh so colder
While the nights seem longer
But as life gets harder
I grow stronger

I pulled myself together too many times
I set my sights on the chance to live a better life
Hell, never took the time to think that whether or not
I needed a backup plan, 'cause this is all that I've got
I pulled myself together too many times
I set my sights on the chance to live a better life
Hell, never one day to think that whether or not
I needed a backup plan, 'cause this is all that I've got

Let's take a step back
These kind of things don't ever go my way
Keep your composure and hope that it will be okay
Where's time gone? It seems like it's been so damn long
Since I had took it upon myself to right my wrongs
But you know life can get better from here
But it's all my fault
My backs against the wall
There's nothing left for me after I gave my all
So I'll just stand here and watch myself fall

No. C'mon, man, I know you can do better than that
'Cause where you wish to be is not far from where you're at
Are you even listening to me?
I will not stand by and watch this all collapse

No wonder why it seems like days are getting oh so shorter
They told you you're nothing
So, man, get the hell up
Stand for something

Just fine, I know that I will be alright
Just fine, I know that you will be alright
Just fine, I know that we will be alright in time
Just waiting for a better life

These kind of things don't ever go my way
Kept my composure, I know that it will be okay
Where's time gone? I know that it's been so damn long
It's about time to grow up and to right my wrongs
Track Name: Time Will Show
Sometimes I think I'm a little over my head
But I try and try regardless of what they said
'Cause I know that life hold so much more
I hope you know that life gets better

I had never thought I'd even get this far
I guess every end to a story can't be without a start
I'm moving on, it breaks my heart
I disregard my dark counterpart
Through the years and through the stress
I'm nowhere close to perfect, there's no goddamn S on my chest
For right now, enlightenment is my greatest guess
But whoever thought that pain would ever bring out the best in me?

I know that life will get in between me,
My happiness, and who I'll be
But the dawn of a new day just seems so hard to see
But I know that life gets better

It was still the same when four years had passed
I blamed everything as a counteract
It seemed like the right way, but in fact,
I turned my back on every good thing that I ever had
Now I have nowhere to go
'Cause I had burned the bridges with the ones that I loved most
Everyday I pray that it's not too late to make a change

I know that life will get in between me,
My happiness, and who I'll be
But the dawn of a new day just seems so hard to see
But I know that life gets better

Now I know I'm not alone
So I'll rebuild all of my ties and hope that time will show

I think it is safe to say that
Sometimes I think I'm a little over my head
I refuse to fall into depression again
'Cause I know that life holds so much more
I hope you know that life gets better

I had a history of giving up
My whole world fell and called my bluff
I put my foot down and said that I finally had enough
I hope you know that life gets better